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I haven't cried in a long time. It's true. It's been quite a good deal of time, and I haven't let anything really get under my skin. I've been doing fine, getting along happily and heartily, life is good.

But, a few hours ago, I just felt like everything crashed down on my shoulders. All of the bad little things in my life that I don't feel like listing just hit me. I honestly hurt to breathe right now, and I just want to crawl into a hole and die.

The only person I want to cry to is a million miles away. Say what you like, but you have no idea how badly that hurts.