Everything is Wonderful in Heaven

My eyes are red and there are unsightly shadows underneath them. I have been crying and cannot sleep. I do not know exactly what keeps me awake, but I feel a tremendous sense of weariness and loss in my head. There is a small blonde puppy underneath my left arm, who is looking up at me, sad and confused about the setting and the role she finds herself in.

Sundance Boulevard

There is peace to be found in having no obligations. To be able to stay out late, to hold hands and learn things about yourself that you never knew through the words of an almost stranger. To drive into the night, and sing, to play on swings and jump over fences.

There is peace to be found in sleeping with a smile on your face. Letting your mind wander to happy places, and exploring a new world with a brand new perspective.

Sometimes, everything just... works out nicely.

Next Stop: Tomorrow

i am okay.

Life is pretty good mostly, and when it's not pretty good, I make the best of what I'm given.

The skies are blue, the sun is out, and it looks like things are working out alright.

We End Up Together

When you gonna do some damage,
Little Brother?
Now that half your life is over
If you're lucky
Looking at the trends of men down
Through your family

Boom, there go the treetops
Once more 'round the sun dried
Just in case you were not listening
I'm for damage
Sweet damage
Oh, damage
Sweet damage
Oh, damage

Sometimes, you just hear little things, short sentences, or snippets of a poem or a song that just cuts deep and rings true with your current state of mind. Right now, that mood is one of reflection and aknowledgement. Tomorrow, I start university, a new huge new step in my life. I'm very excited for it all, but I am a little nervous... I suppose I've never been one to back down from anything though. Better to just tuck in my knees and jump, I think.
Come the good or the bad, we're in this together. I love every single one of you, and on this journey... well, I'm looking forward to where it'll take us

In the eyes of the law I'm an adult... and maybe, just a little bit I'm starting to feel like one.