Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Alone

Every night alone is horrible. I lay awake, staring at the ceiling, trying to remember that every moment I'm away from you is just one less I have to spend pretending I'm not losing my mind on my own.

Forty-Nine more... some days, I just wish I could close my eyes, and miss all that time in between.

When push comes to shove though, I know this is what I signed on for... and for you, I'm prepared. It just hurts

1 comment:

  1. *hugs* It's painful, and it's hard, and the time is always too long... but in the end it's worth it. Even for the few days or weeks that we have together... nothing can replace that time. Nothing is quite as perfect as that is.
    The 'us' is worth it, hon.

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